Monday, May 5, 2014

Friendship and Webs

Things get so muddled so very quickly.
We can only weave our webs for so long before our threads get thinner and thinner.  Before you know it, your ties have been severed.
Friendship is like that, at times.  The people that you cling to with your friendship thread become lost in a sea of people that you once knew.  I feel like my sea of used to be friends grows larger and deeper every year.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

Graduation

I graduate from college on May 10th.  This Saturday.

As much as I am excited, I'm scared.  I'm more scared than I think I've ever been.  It's a real, tangible fear.  Not like being afraid of ghosts or monsters.  What will happen?  Where will I end up?  The world is so great and booming; always moving.  Where do I belong?

I want to be happy and successful in whatever I choose to pursue as a career.  I want to do something great, leave my name somehow.  I don't want to be forgotten.  I'm only 22 (23 on the 13th) and I have to constantly remind myself that I have so much time left.  I just need to stop feeling like the walls are closing in when there's no way in hell that they are.