As much as I am excited, I'm scared. I'm more scared than I think I've ever been. It's a real, tangible fear. Not like being afraid of ghosts or monsters. What will happen? Where will I end up? The world is so great and booming; always moving. Where do I belong?
I want to be happy and successful in whatever I choose to pursue as a career. I want to do something great, leave my name somehow. I don't want to be forgotten. I'm only 22 (23 on the 13th) and I have to constantly remind myself that I have so much time left. I just need to stop feeling like the walls are closing in when there's no way in hell that they are.
i graduated college in december of 2012, and i remember having that same feeling. it's a really really scary time, but it gets better! (:
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Thank you for your words, Erica! :)
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